Sarkastickunt

Maybe the reason 20 something,  whiny, can’t do anything for themselves unless you draw them a cartoon map or hold their fucking hand the whole time, females annoy the ever living piss out of me is because I’m getting fucking too old for this shit?

Maybe I’m getting crotchety and cranky because I am quite a few years older, therefore closer and closer to death?

Maybe I am looking at things and scenarios and situations and rolling my eyes and sucking my teeth and shaking my head because I am aging at a rapid rate and rotting from the inside out?

Maybe I loathe all things pert and perky and free and independent and silly and unmarred by any ACTUAL life experiences, because I have been anchored down to a life I regret and have more responsibilities than hair on my head?

Maybe it’s because I am bitter and used up and broken and resentful and far too angry to be breathing and maybe I should just shut the fuck up and just buy an afghan and a soft, yet firm pillow and lay on my stained couch and pray for a quick death?

ORRRRRR…Maybe it’s none of those things and you’re just annoying as fuck and by choosing to put your business out there and exhausting yourself making sure you come off as likable and sweet and the utter victim and not some attention whore who is working overtime to create a bullshit facade people will feel simultaneous pity and happiness for. And maybe,  the older I get, the harder it is to control the muscles in my jaw that allow me to slam my face shut and not tell everyone and anyone that lives like that  what I really fucking think about them?

Maybe.